“The Fight”

“The Fight”

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“The Fight”   ~ by Aixa Garcia  5~23~14

 

Once again, I fight!  ~ Ever since I can remember, I have been fighting…for one reason or another, I have fought for this or that. Even from the womb, I fought to come to be…and now I fight not to leave. Higher forces have tried to intervene, to interfere, knowing of the mission which is to be completed, the assignment that is yet to be fulfilled. Even as of yesterday, making me believe that maybe my work here is done…but how could it be? ~ No, it can’t be…the messages & prophecies say otherwise, therefore I must fight. I must fight all that comes against me and the tricks that have been tried to be played on me. You see, there are many things unseen and some of us are more in-tune with them than others. We all have the ability but not all are aware of it. There is also a specific plan for each of us, a plan so detailed, it’s like a roadmap ~ every turn, every stop, every exit has been put into place. So everything that happens, every person we meet, is there for the purpose of this journey. The problem is, that if we don’t rely upon the map, or we use our own free will, wrong turns are made. There also is a chance of a detour along the way…but in the end, whether it’s by map, by gps, by our own free will or with any and all detours, our destination is always found. We may not always reach it at the time we thought we would, or by the time we should have but eventually, if we don’t turn back, we get there.

I believe the detours in our path are a means of distraction, a way to test our determination and patience. But we also must be conscious that what may seem to be a detour, could be a blessing in disguise as we may have thought we were on the right path but it was only the path “we” chose, not the one that was intended for that specific plan…that Divine plan which was created from the beginning of time.

Discernment and Divine guidance is the only way we’ll know for sure ~ as many things SEEM so perfect because “we” made it so and until we reach that destination, we won’t know what was missing until we find it. (somehow inside I think we always know though…that something is missing)

So that takes me to the fight…whether we are conscious of it or not, whether we want to believe it or not, there are greater Forces than us in control of ALL that happens around us. There are no coincidences in life …everything and everyone is connected to this Divine plan. Each and every one of us has a purpose, a mission to fulfill, to complete for the greater good ~ because of this, there are evil forces trying to prevent that at all times. With our limited understanding of the Spiritual World, we mainly see, think and act in the natural…but we are Spiritual beings, living in human form, therefore we possess the ability to be able to fight anything that comes against us. We also possess gifts and powers beyond our comprehension ~ through faith, dedication, desire and the will of the Divine, we can use these at any given time…but we limit ourselves with doubt & unbelief…so much strength and power wasted by our blindness.

There’s so much that we don’t understand and never will but there’s also much that is wanting to be revealed and we are too distracted with this or that, that we don’t even notice. Although we all have a purpose in this life, there are some who’s purpose is so great, a purpose that shall impact many lives and bring them to a higher awareness, a higher understanding, a higher level, that opposing Forces cannot stand the thought of it and will do anything and everything in their power to prevent such purposes, missions & assignments to be completed…in such cases, their main goal is the soul.

We oftentimes are so quick to judge & criticize people when they “fall from grace”, when they stumble & fall, when they lose their way. Sometimes saying that it must be a “punishment” or things of that sort, not knowing what we are saying, not knowing their fight. We point fingers, we talk and we give our opinions ~ we say how we would never ever do or say such a thing, how they should have done this or could have done that and how “we” would act in such a situation…but how WOULD we act? There are Forces that take over us in a blink of an eye, if we are not careful ~ none of us are exempt from the attacks of evil…therefore we must guard our tongues when we speak, and beware, be it not that one day “we” will walk through that path, or have to see a loved one through it. If only we were more aware or conscious of the “why’s” of things, we could understand, love and help those who have lost their way.(we could be better equipped when we lose ours) I had a conversation once where I spoke to a friend about an experience with a person who had committed a horrible crime, in the conversation, it came up that this was a good person…my friend couldn’t understand this ~ I simply said, “Not everyone who does “bad” things, is a “bad” person”. And this couldn’t be truer ~ when we are being attacked by these forces, we do things out of character, we are not ourselves and we are fighting an unseen Spiritual battle. To the human, unbelieving mind, these people are “bad”, sick, insane, etc. ~ there is a label for everything and not much understanding. Now I won’t even go into much more details on this, since it’s a touchy subject but my point is, that no great purpose is achieved without a great fight.

I have been walking through this path on my way to my destination ~ I’ve been attacked ~ more times than I care to count. I have been misunderstood, mocked, judged & criticized (even by those who claimed to love me). I have been hurt & beaten ~ ( physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually)  I have lost everything (more than once) and I’ve lost my way, not knowing in which direction to go. I have seen & felt things in the Supernatural that I wish I never had. I have been shown many things, either by my own experiences or those of others close to me. I have stumbled, I have fallen, but I always pick myself up…no matter how tough it gets, no matter what comes against me, no matter how difficult the situation or circumstance, no matter how big the battle, no matter how much I go through, through it all, I know the “why’s” of the battle for my soul…therefore I fight!!! I may be tiny in structure but my will to survive, to reach this destination that is ever so close, to fulfill this purpose, this mission which has been assigned to me, is soooooo great, that I cannot look at how small I am in the physical but at how great the powers within me are. I shall use them to the best of my ability and according to the Divine’s will, believing that no matter what others think, what others believe, what others do to me, it ALL has purpose & gives me strength…each new setback becomes a stepping stone, every fall & bruise makes me stronger, all my detours bring awareness, each lesson makes me wiser, every battle only assures me of how great the purpose is…so I continue walking towards that destination, ready and willing to fight ~ with all I’ve got!!!

 

~ From my heart to yours,

~Aixa~

 

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“Another Blank Page”

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“Another Blank Page”    ~by Aixa Garcia 3-11-15

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Another blank page sits before me, I stare at it for quite a while.

The words are there, inside of me, dying to bring themselves forth but I resist, I hold back, in fear of what may be said. You see, I say tooo much sometimes, I share my heart, my thoughts, my gifts but they are not always understood. Though many confirm their helpfulness and how they have been touched in one way or another…others resist, afraid of the truth, afraid to feel, afraid to see within themselves. But even “I” resist what they may reveal…so much has already been said and sometimes I just don’t want to know. But the urge inside is much greater than me and eventually I have to give in. What is it that wants to be said? What is it that needs to be shared? If I hold back, it pains me with the thought of rejecting my gifts. But if I share, my heart is open, in the hands of the one who receives…or resists. I try to separate myself, the “human” self from feelings and emotions but it’s often difficult to do…as FEELING is part of how I receive…you see, I have a gift that Feels things, that goes deep within one’s soul, I can feel the pain in others, though they hide it behind a smile. I feel the doubt, the struggle, the pain that dwells in them deep. Maybe I feel too much but it’s part of who I am. How else could I help another? Is it so wrong to feel? To care? To give ones heart so deeply? Maybe I ask too much, maybe I expect even more. But how does one hold back from something that is in essence, out of our control? We are all here for a reason, with a purpose and a mission to fulfill. I am currently walking my journey and still learning along the way. I fall often as the path isn’t always clear but Divinity picks me up and guides me along the way. I struggle as others do and fight against adversity because we very well know…where there’s a purpose, there will always be adversity. My heart has oftentimes been broken, my world shaken but my Spirit cannot be touched…though it has tried to be, I am protected by a Force much greater than any of us. And I am always reminded to never give up, no matter what! ~ to keep on fighting, keep on believing, to keep on loving. It doesn’t matter whether our gifts are accepted, received, or understood, it only matters that we follow that Guidance that shows us what to do, then wait for Divinity to do the rest…eventually, it will ALL be understood, it will all be accepted as truth. Don’t ever reject the gifts that you have been given, it is better to do as instructed and fulfill the mission, the purpose for which we are here for, than to reject them and someone else be hurt because of it.

I feel soooo much inside and have so much to share, though I try to resist, I can’t…I am always guided to go on, no matter what. I was recently given new insight, new hope, new strength to go on and I vowed not to allow anything to ever bring me back to a place of doubt a place of darkness…the walk is not always easy but I can’t give up & neither should you…so please follow your heart, no matter what, follow that guidance, no matter what, use your gifts & talents, no matter what & don’t ever, ever give up, no matter what!!!

~ From my heart to yours,

~Aixa~

The Path Is Clear

” The Path Is Clear “                 ~ by Aixa Garcia 8-20-13 (an older article)

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~ Though the winds will blow and the Earth shall shake, or my mind is troubled & my heart be wounded…my faith shall not be broken. I know that I know that it ALL has purpose.Though my eyes can’t see what is right before me, my Spirit whispers ever so softly…”Fear not, the path is clear…simply walk” 

I wrote those words years ago and they somehow still speak to me. So many times we find ourselves in situations & circumstances, that make us think. There are times when we have no control over them, there are others where we do. There are times when we make them out to be so much more than they really are and others where we just ignore it all together. I have come to realize, out of “going through”, that everything has purpose. We always hear that being said, that everything happens for a reason and it’s so difficult to understand at the time you are faced with whatever it is you’re facing. But it’s not until time passes by that we are able to fully understand the reasons why. In everything a lesson is learned…in EVERYTHING! It’s so easy to tell someone, don’t worry, let it go, wait & see, when our human nature is to want what we want, right now! Patience is a virtue they say ~ how many of us possess it? Anxiety creeps in & then we take things into our own hands, wanting to change things that need to be changed with time, if at all. Thinking we know what’s best for us, or not even thinking at all, we create our own dilemmas, which wouldn’t be so, had we just waited on Divine timing. ALL has it’s time and it’s purpose and all WILL be the way it must ~ in the end, we end up exactly where we’re supposed to be, IF we allow it to be so. Too many resist it though; the nudging, the signs, the guidance and miss life as it was intended to be altogether… never manifesting their true potential, never tapping into all their gifts and talents, never satisfying that yearning inside to live this life to the fullest without restrictions, without regrets. We oftentimes overanalyze things or maybe worse, not even analyze them at all, our minds work overtime or not at all…finding that perfect balance where we can say “it is what it is & will be what it’s meant to be” and just be open to allow it all to flow into it’s proper place at it’s proper time…well, sometimes near impossible because WE think we know what we’re doing, WE take control and that’s when things go wrong, that’s when fear comes in. Sometimes we just want to know the answers, NOW! But what would we do, if we knew??? What could we do differently?  “The unknown is unknown for a reason ~ and the reasons will not be understood. The things that make sense to the human race are not those that are of any concern. The things that don’t…now THOSE are the ones that have all the power and only in it’s timing, will they all be revealed” (Those words came to me not long ago ~ Decipher if you can)

Sometimes we are given gifts that can feel like curses if one steps out of Spirit and drifts off into self. It’s so easy to lose ourselves, to lose our way when we lose touch of the Spirit that guides and try to walk this path on our own by following our human feelings. And although we are given hints and glimpses into the future, we cannot get there until we’re ready. ~ “Do not rush to get to the place that has not arrived. Let it arrive and you will get there” …more words that came to me which are making sense now. And as I read the words that were given long ago (the ones I started this note with) … so many things are coming together, and so I walk confidently, releasing all my fears because I’m being guided, I’m being watched over and as long as I allow it, I will never walk blindly or alone. Although I can not see what my next step is, the path is clear & it will arrive and  when it does, then I’ll be there.  And so will YOU my friend, so will YOU!!!

From my heart to yours,

~Aixa~

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