~ by Aixa Garcia 5-21-17
Today something felt different… you know that feeling that something is about to happen, that something is about to change but you’re not quite sure what? That urge tugs at you and it won’t let go until you allow it. You see, we all have that inside of us ~ something that guides us, that lets us Know when to silence ourselves, to disconnect from the outside world and allow Spirit to speak and receive.
Life is full of noise, the loudness dims the voice of guidance. We are so engulfed in every day occurrences that we overlook what is trying to be shown to us. Maybe unconsciously we avoid even knowing, for if we remain ignorant, we have an excuse…hmmm. We search for answers but turn to all the wrong sources ~ we find distractions, ways to escape our reality, believing that in such things happiness is found… maybe temporarily…the fakeness of those smiles, the poses just to be seen, the joy one tries to project but at the end of the day, only tears hit those pillows, as the empty soul reminds you that you tried too hard (worse are those who can’t even cry, those who aren’t even aware)… but those with discernment can see through a forced smile ~ nothing speaks louder than our eyes ~ no matter how beautifully they are masked, as paint does wonders but the master artist sees all flaws, sees beyond. There is nothing wrong with being raw, to show emotion or true life lessons, as those are what make us stronger, that teach us character and take us to that higher level ~ usually not til we hit the ground and some of us are too proud to show that side. That’s not to say one must yell it at the top of our lungs in every detail to just anyone but to pretend to be what one is not, just to make others think we’re at a different level, well… one only fools oneself. So many are focusing on all the wrong things and are trying to force or manipulate things into happening rather than allowing them to flow. Yes, we must do our part but we must also center ourselves into a position of openness and allowance.
Sometimes we pray wrong, we pray for what we want, not for what is best for us ~ what is intended for us. Yes, we have to ask and believe in order to receive but are we asking according to God’s will? According to what our Higher Source has planned for us? Sometimes we think we want something and just go out and try to force it into being when all we had to do was ask according to God’s will and center ourselves allowing ALL to flow to us.
We always hear the saying, “go with the flow” but do we know it’s meaning? ( = to be relaxed and accept a situation, rather than trying to alter or control it. ) Hmmmmm, can we do that? I know I haven’t been able to always do it… I know the feelings all too well from life’s “lessons”, this or that situation, sometimes things beyond our control (others not) yet we try, how we try but all things will be the way they are supposed to be for the time that it must, no matter how we try to change them. And after we try with no avail, we realize that some things belong to a Higher Power.
And so it takes me back to centering myself, releasing myself from it all and simply allowing it. Opening myself up to receiving what the Universe has for me, what God has planned (which is greater than anything I could ever dream of) When we center ourselves in love, One with God/Divinity/The Universe, we begin a shift, we give permission for blessings to be poured upon us, we are saying… “Here I am, your servant, do what you want with me, I Believe and I am open to receive, ALL that is mine” with an open heart & one of gratitude, we give thanks for what shall come, what already belongs to us, without forcing, without manipulations… THEN things begin to happen, naturally, effortlessly, we go with the flow and the flow inundates us with everyday miracles ~ doors begin to open, opportunities arise, dreams become reality…our lives change in ways that we never had imagined ~ you see we are too small to conceive, achieve or receive ALL that our God has planned for us unless we detach from the mundane things we have believed will bring us happiness and simply center ourselves!!!
So that feeling today??? … not quite sure what is about to happen but I’m centering myself …open to receive…
From my heart to yours,
Aixa Garcia, Copyright © 2017– All rights reserved.